daddy

I want to

Disembowel you 

As you did

To me

Clawing at my insides 

Like a vulture

To

Make you question your sanity

Despise yourself 

Drown in your tears

Carve out your heart 

In exchange for the one you

Trampled on

With your selfish greedy

Hands

You hateful man

I want to carve my name 

Onto your forehead

So you can never

for

get

me.

So you have to,

see every day

reflected back at you

the full horror

of your actions.

the pain

you inflicted 

on your

own

daughter,

you monster.

i want you to burn

and live in a hell 

where your only desire

is to die

but you

have

to 

keep

living

every

day,

with the knowledge

of your depravity.

I want

the emptiness

to

c o n s u m e

you

for the

self

loathing

to 

scar your skin & starve

your body until 

you are bones 

and skin.

i want you

to scream

into your pillow

at night

so noone

hears your cries.

i want you to rot 

in hell

for I

i have suffered enough

for a crime I did not commit

yet carried

around my neck

like a millstone,

its’ weight

drowning me.

Choking me

with

secrets

your gaslighting 

in my head

without you needing

to say

a word

you’re lying……..

……..they won’t believe you

you piece of shit.

it’s your turn