suffocated by my
reality
i want to run,
break out
the prison of
my mind
be freed
from my
feelings
weary now
fought too long
the truth is
asphyxiating me
can’t
breathe
i need respite
from myself
even a second
a moment
unburdened
from this
secret
poison
slowly killing
me
suicide
floats around my
consciousness
again
can i