dying

drowning,

falling,

slip,

choke,

gasping,

so

tired.

forgotten why

i’m

fighting 

no

energy

left

 

weakened.

nothing

eases

the

pain.

cut

my

wrists

just

to feel …..

something

else, but I

don’t

feel

a 

thing

except

this 

torment 

inside.

 

can i

carry

on?

will

morning 

ever 

come

?