spoken word 1

Sleeping

Agony

You crawl through me

Invade my sleep

You have owned and seen

Too much of me

Erase you if I could

If I could

Never know you

Never be reminded

of

the

Jokes we used to laugh at

Thought you were my best

friend

Thought i was the bad

guy

Who the

FUCK

Do you think think you are?

To live in my mind..

Have you not taken

Enough from me

You take up space

in my precious fucking brain

You stalk my dreams

Like the predator you are

In the dark

you are there

On my skin

You are there

In my bed

You are there

How can anyone

Understand

What you have taken from your

Own child

I never was a child

I can never be grown

I am caught in the middle

In your sick fucking claws

I hate you

Hate you

Hate you

Hate you

Hate you

Hate you

Hate you

Hate what you did to that girl

She was only just a girl

Who felt like a woman

But was really just a girl

You treated like a woman

You sick fucking bastard

I want you to burn

I want you to burn

I want your mind to be colonised

I want your fears to

Consume your life

And swallow you whole

Still alive yet dying

Still alive yet dying

You are beautiful

You are beautiful

But you’re not

You don’t exist

You’re not real

This isn’t real

I don’t know

What reality

is.

You took that from me

With your twisted greed

I want you to die

I want you to die

Every minute of your life

You can die inside

And still be alive